Ack.  The time change is just so triggerful.  Yes, I know, I just made up that word.  Isn’t it wonderful?  I feel exhausted and all thrown off.  Yuck.

Okay, here is something that is driving me crazy.  A week and a half ago my brother tore me down verbally because I wasn’t being who he wanted me to be.  It hurt my feelings so much that I cried for hours.  Then the next day I was talking to my ex-husband who I co-parent with and he said all of our son’s problems are my fault.

Okay, to be fair, this is what I heard and not necessarily what was said.  But still!  How rude!!!  And I cried for days, couldn’t get out of bed, didn’t leave the house, was a complete wreck.

Do they care?  Not really.  I told my brother to leave me alone for a while and that I would contact him when I was ready.  Do you know what he did?  He called me this morning and left a message.  He just wanted to chat.  Um, I don’t think so!

So I am trying to get my husband to tell my brother off.  To really let him have it.  And my husband won’t.  Why not???  I know I am whining.  I can’t help it.  Things feel like crap right now.

Oh, yah, I am depressed.  I guess that makes sense then why these things seem so huge and why I am so hurt by it all.  Duh.  And crap.

That’s weird.  Spell check says that triggerful is spelled wrong.